I realized something tonight: life is really imperfect. Of course, we all knew that, but I mean...it's imperfect because we can't control some parts of it. Like.....we all know what we want and who we should like and have all of these standards for what those things should be, but then most of the time life surprises you and you get something totally different. You can't control your emotions! For example, if you realize you like some guy, but because he's different, or not who you think you should like, you don't really want to admit that you do like him. What we think logically and what we actually feel are so different sometimes!
What does any of this mean, anyway? Uh...well, idk. My point is, life is mostly really unexpected, and it's fine to have certain ideas of the kind of guys you want to like and how you want your life to end up...actually, it's really good. But don't feel bad if you get some variety on the way there. Then, when things do end up how you would like them to be, it'll be that much sweeter.
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Funny, lol. The e-mail I sent you earlier says something very much like this, except with more details of my love life. lol. or lack there of. :)
but yeah. its true. why can't our emotions just agree with our brain?
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