secrets.

9/14/09

For cathartic purposes...

I lied to you; I hear sirens all the time and I know you're probably right.

I lied to pretty much everyone about this.  It never really happened.

Our roles may be inverting.

I was really attracted to him, but now it just seems really wrong which is why I'll never admit this.

I agreed to your condition knowing I'd likely do it anyway.  And then I did.  Sorry.  Kind of.

We're only close in that state, which is really weird.  I don't like it.

I downplay it, but really, he doesn't like you.  He's wrong.

You'd be surprised.

Love, Jennifer

Onslaught

9/9/09

Click for Truth

Love, Jennifer

updates and such.

9/2/09

Here we are, back at school.  I feel pretty strange this year, probably because I don't live directly on campus anymore, but I still love it and it's working out well.

This semester my schedule is intensely psychology-related, which is both nice and kind of disconcerting sometimes.  I find it really interesting, but at the same time, having insight into the human mind so much of the time makes it hard not to see things in yourself that you don't want to.  On the plus side, I don't feel so crazy about being crazy sometimes because I can now identify some of the causes.  Sort of.  It's nice to actually really care about what I'm learning.  This is the stuff I've waited for!  The stuff that will actually end up mattering.

Also...pottery.  It's HARD.  I'm making myself calm down and relax about this, or there's no way I'll ever progress, but it's really challenging.  And being in a class with advanced students combined makes it a little frustrating.  But I'm learning slowly and actually have fun, despite everything I just said.

As of now, I have basically no homework except reading chapters out of books.  I feel super lazy.  But it's a nice segue into what the rest of the semester will most likely turn into.  I'm figuring out how to balance things this way.  And besides, it leaves time for lots of naps, which I  indulge in way too often.

The odd thing?  Seeing heber kids all-freaking-over.  Apparently the class of 2009 all decided to come to the U.  It's not bad, just odd.

Donald and I are great.  1 year anniversary was yesterday.  :)

Off to discussion group and then the pool.

Love, Jennifer