"She's My Kind Of Rain"
Tim McGraw
She's my kind of rain
Like love in a drunken sky
She's confetti falling
Down all night
She sits quietly there
Like water in a jar
Says, Baby why are you
Trembling like you are
So I wait
And I try
I confess like a child
She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain
She's the sun set shadows
She's like Rembrandt's light
She's the history that's played at night
She's my lost companion
She's my dreaming tree
Together in this pre-eternity
Summer days, winter snows
She's all things to behold
She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain
So I wait
And I try
I confess all my crimes
She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain
She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain
She's my kind of rain
Oh, rain on me
She's my kind of rain
Monday, August 28, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
into the mountains.....
So, today Hannah and I went up on a mountain, which turned out to be really really fun. And also, I realized that I'm very out of shape. I am sooo tired right now, but i have to let limewire finish before i can sleep! so sleepy... no brain for blog.
love, Jennifer
love, Jennifer
Friday, August 18, 2006
***...***...***...***
Wow. So, last night sucked. I finally just had to leave, cause it was so hard. I am such a loser. I slept on my trampoline last night, which for some reason made me feel better. I plan on sleeping out there tonight and the next. It makes me feel like I'm away from everything, which is what I want right now. Besto said that I shouldn't expect him to stay single and whatnot after I broke up with him. He is so right. I hate people who can do the right stuff and just let things go. That's not me. I could really live by myself for like a month right now.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
A song I like
This is basically the best Nickelback song ever. Whenever I hear a song like this, which is amazing, I always get upset that I didn't write it first. Dang it. Lol.
Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
the rest of the blog i tried blogging earlier
I lied, I don't want to be specific! haha, just kidding. I'll probably delete this before anyone reads it, though. SO, last night I hung out with lake, enano, hannah, and neil at enano's house. we tried to get besto to come, but no luck.
I thought it would be fine, seeing as how I hadn't been around any of them, as a whole group, in like a month at least. It turned out to be so so weird though. Probably because they're all like fighting right now, except really passive-aggressively. They are all mad at each other, but pretend like they're not. Not in a girl way, though, in the boy way where they actually want to be around each other and also kill each other. But whatever. And also, because I spent like the entire day finding out how Neil was an entirely new person. Seriously, I have no idea anymore. And it sucks. I HATE IT. Because I feel like i ruined something when we broke up. I'm not sure what it is, or what I'm saying, but that's just how I feel. So yeah. And also, I think he likes Randi. Which, okay, would be fine, is what I should say. Because he's not mine, we broke up and all, so fine. But aren't there some type of rules for these things? Like, don't date in a big group then break up and switch around people? Isn't that a rule or something? And shouldn't I care a LOT less about these things by now?
So I saw them at schedule change, and later my mom asked, basically, if things were okay between me and him, because she observed (and I also thought this) that he seemed to say things (things that had changed about him, sort of) that he like purposely wanted me to hear. Which is kind of upsetting. It's like he does stuff to spite me now. And I hate that! All I wanted was to be friends and be okay with everything. I hate change so much. Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing breaking up and all, because if it's right things shouldn't be so freaking messed up, should they? Also, I miss stuff. But like I'd ever not do it. Why is it that I always have to do what's right instead of what I actually want? Why is that? It sucks, cause I'm never happy this way. Maybe I messed something up in the process. Like, it would've been okay or something, except I messed up somewhere and it changed everything around. Crap. Also, too bad this doesn't make any sense.
Maybe this is just one of those days (two days) where I hate everything. You know what's good? ...........never mind.
-Jennifer
I thought it would be fine, seeing as how I hadn't been around any of them, as a whole group, in like a month at least. It turned out to be so so weird though. Probably because they're all like fighting right now, except really passive-aggressively. They are all mad at each other, but pretend like they're not. Not in a girl way, though, in the boy way where they actually want to be around each other and also kill each other. But whatever. And also, because I spent like the entire day finding out how Neil was an entirely new person. Seriously, I have no idea anymore. And it sucks. I HATE IT. Because I feel like i ruined something when we broke up. I'm not sure what it is, or what I'm saying, but that's just how I feel. So yeah. And also, I think he likes Randi. Which, okay, would be fine, is what I should say. Because he's not mine, we broke up and all, so fine. But aren't there some type of rules for these things? Like, don't date in a big group then break up and switch around people? Isn't that a rule or something? And shouldn't I care a LOT less about these things by now?
So I saw them at schedule change, and later my mom asked, basically, if things were okay between me and him, because she observed (and I also thought this) that he seemed to say things (things that had changed about him, sort of) that he like purposely wanted me to hear. Which is kind of upsetting. It's like he does stuff to spite me now. And I hate that! All I wanted was to be friends and be okay with everything. I hate change so much. Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing breaking up and all, because if it's right things shouldn't be so freaking messed up, should they? Also, I miss stuff. But like I'd ever not do it. Why is it that I always have to do what's right instead of what I actually want? Why is that? It sucks, cause I'm never happy this way. Maybe I messed something up in the process. Like, it would've been okay or something, except I messed up somewhere and it changed everything around. Crap. Also, too bad this doesn't make any sense.
Maybe this is just one of those days (two days) where I hate everything. You know what's good? ...........never mind.
-Jennifer
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Blog Blog Blog
Ughhh I am so bored, so here I am blogging. You know what sucks about this situation? I'm bored so I blog, but I don't actually have anything to say. So like, the TWO people who read my blog have to read this mindless rambling. Sorry buddie(s). Lol.
Sooo I had a weird night last night. I hung out with some people who I haven't in a long time, not all of them together anyway, and it was....crazy. We just watched a movie and stuff, and just hang out at someone's house, so it was almost like "old times." Yes, I will be using the phrase "old times" in this blog. and yes, I'm in a psycho mood. So yeah, just like old times, except for how EVERYTHING's changed. Seriously, everything. The bad thing is, I hate change, and don't handle it very well. Change is bad enough, but when I have to watch everyone around me (who i love) change, it's hard. I mean, much, much harder than I thought it would ever be. I don't expect everyone to always stay exactly how they are, (i constantly change), but it's still hard to check out of each other's lives for so long, then realize they're totally new people after that.
I am so tired of not being specific. Ugh. OK. well. since only hannah and besto and morgan and sometimes kelsey reads this, I'll just start talking like a normal person.......
uh oh must go. more later
Sooo I had a weird night last night. I hung out with some people who I haven't in a long time, not all of them together anyway, and it was....crazy. We just watched a movie and stuff, and just hang out at someone's house, so it was almost like "old times." Yes, I will be using the phrase "old times" in this blog. and yes, I'm in a psycho mood. So yeah, just like old times, except for how EVERYTHING's changed. Seriously, everything. The bad thing is, I hate change, and don't handle it very well. Change is bad enough, but when I have to watch everyone around me (who i love) change, it's hard. I mean, much, much harder than I thought it would ever be. I don't expect everyone to always stay exactly how they are, (i constantly change), but it's still hard to check out of each other's lives for so long, then realize they're totally new people after that.
I am so tired of not being specific. Ugh. OK. well. since only hannah and besto and morgan and sometimes kelsey reads this, I'll just start talking like a normal person.......
uh oh must go. more later
Monday, August 14, 2006
A list.
Today I:
Worked out at the FitStop doing a "low-carb" pain sandwich, wunches, and swimming dessert (haha i feel better about working out if i name it after food)
Decided what to do with my life.
Changed my schedule, which i am now happy with. Saw Enano, Neil, Kami, Garrett, and many others while there.
Came home, and made chicken salad sandwiches, which I ate and enjoyed. Yum.
Went to WFtM, where I got a present and got to create displays and whatnot. Much fun. Mostly.
Thought about stuff i should accomplish.
Came home, ate dinner.
Thought about cleaning my room. Made me want a brownie.
Made brownies. Felt useful.
Watched mucho TV and felt lazy again.
Started to write in my journal.
Got online and started talking to people.
Now I plan on finishing that journal, reading the BOM, (it's the bom haha), and going to sleep.
Sleep, and repeat. Except less planning and more doing next time.
Much love, Jennifer (Jeb)
Worked out at the FitStop doing a "low-carb" pain sandwich, wunches, and swimming dessert (haha i feel better about working out if i name it after food)
Decided what to do with my life.
Changed my schedule, which i am now happy with. Saw Enano, Neil, Kami, Garrett, and many others while there.
Came home, and made chicken salad sandwiches, which I ate and enjoyed. Yum.
Went to WFtM, where I got a present and got to create displays and whatnot. Much fun. Mostly.
Thought about stuff i should accomplish.
Came home, ate dinner.
Thought about cleaning my room. Made me want a brownie.
Made brownies. Felt useful.
Watched mucho TV and felt lazy again.
Started to write in my journal.
Got online and started talking to people.
Now I plan on finishing that journal, reading the BOM, (it's the bom haha), and going to sleep.
Sleep, and repeat. Except less planning and more doing next time.
Much love, Jennifer (Jeb)
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Registration and Death Cab
I had to register for school today, which made me feel kind of weird. Really, I only feel like I've been out of school for like a week. (I guess it's been a looonnng week) Dear Hannah and Morgan: this is just for you. Cause I can already tell both of you are already freaking out. Already. SO. Here's a little note I put in the "notebook" section of my cellphone. It says "Note to self: take breaks! don't go crazy." I think, given your tendencies to go crazy, this is something you should consider putting as a reminder to yourself somewhere. Cause geez, you're both psychos.
So anyway, my schedule is.....completely wrong as of now, but hopefully i can fix that one. I think i'm in about 52 clubs and all this year. It'll be so busy! But hopefully I can focus on some different stuff than last year. Cause we all know how that turned out for me. So far I have: Swim team, FBLA (officer-reporter), spirit club (what is this??), ambassadors club, and Prom committee. I get to make sure my Junior Prom doesn't suck! You know what would really make it not suck? If someone asked me. Ahem. You know... Lol.
Tonight is......dum dum dum!...... Death Cab For Cutie!! I am sooo excited. Hammah and Norgan and I are going together...much fun. I've been waiting forever for this. Finally! I'll buy a bunch of great stuff, I'm sure. And by that I mean like a tshirt and buttons. lol. Anyway, it will be really fun. If we make it, that is, not repeating the lost-on-byu-campus episode. This will be my....third concert. Don't be too impressed. I went to the backstreet boys concert back when i planned on marrying one, if not all of the backstreet boys. I remember they did this thing where they were suspended on ropes and like, flew out over the audience. I thought they were the best thing to ever grace my life. Now, looking back, I think, exactly how desperate were the backstreet boys? Haha. Second concert was last fall, Switchfoot, which rocked. Big time. I also planned on marrying Jon, but turns out the closer I inched towards the stage, the more obvious it became that he wore a nice shiny ring on the left hand. That was sort of disappointing. I think I'm still in love with him though. Haha. Just kidding. This one, though, will be like a zillion times better cause both hannah and morgan get to go!
Love, Jennifer
So anyway, my schedule is.....completely wrong as of now, but hopefully i can fix that one. I think i'm in about 52 clubs and all this year. It'll be so busy! But hopefully I can focus on some different stuff than last year. Cause we all know how that turned out for me. So far I have: Swim team, FBLA (officer-reporter), spirit club (what is this??), ambassadors club, and Prom committee. I get to make sure my Junior Prom doesn't suck! You know what would really make it not suck? If someone asked me. Ahem. You know... Lol.
Tonight is......dum dum dum!...... Death Cab For Cutie!! I am sooo excited. Hammah and Norgan and I are going together...much fun. I've been waiting forever for this. Finally! I'll buy a bunch of great stuff, I'm sure. And by that I mean like a tshirt and buttons. lol. Anyway, it will be really fun. If we make it, that is, not repeating the lost-on-byu-campus episode. This will be my....third concert. Don't be too impressed. I went to the backstreet boys concert back when i planned on marrying one, if not all of the backstreet boys. I remember they did this thing where they were suspended on ropes and like, flew out over the audience. I thought they were the best thing to ever grace my life. Now, looking back, I think, exactly how desperate were the backstreet boys? Haha. Second concert was last fall, Switchfoot, which rocked. Big time. I also planned on marrying Jon, but turns out the closer I inched towards the stage, the more obvious it became that he wore a nice shiny ring on the left hand. That was sort of disappointing. I think I'm still in love with him though. Haha. Just kidding. This one, though, will be like a zillion times better cause both hannah and morgan get to go!
Love, Jennifer
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Tuesday
So yesterday was pretty good, considering it was a Tuesday. Ever since we got back from Tennessee, Hannah and I have been trying to hang out with Colin and Casey. Lol, hard. Every time they'd ask us, or we'd ask them, one of us was always doing something or working or gone or whatever. It was crazy. So anyway, we finally planned it in advance, to hang out Tuesday, which we did. Funnnn.
Casey drove us to Bajio (he only missed one turn lane, lol), and we had a bunch of good food. It was no cafe rio, but still very good. Lol, beer beans, "sweet" rice, and tortilla gifts. How "coincidental" that i put my trash in hannah's drink and casey put his in colin's. lol funny guys. after that we went back into the car and listened to this comic on colin's iPod cause we had some time, who was really funny. I'll never look at a hot pocket the same way. "Dead pocket!" haha. I'm sure this makes no sense to anyone.
We went to see Lady in the Water. Um. It got like two stars, but we were still optimistic. Turns out those two stars were pretty generous. It was sooo bizarre, I'm not even sure I want to explain it. Basically, this lady is sent by a race of water people to give advice to the writer/genius m. night shyamalan. there are dogs covered in grass constantly trying to kill her. this hotel superintendant has to decide which hotel guests play which roles in assisting the great eagle to return her to the ocean or whatever. the dogs almost kill everyone, but luckily the grass monkey judges come and beat the grass dogs just in time. there's also a guy who only works out one side of his body. It's so intriguing. So there you go. Weeiirrrrd movie. so weird. We got to laugh a lot anyway.
Once we got back to Heber, we went to Dairy Keen and got ice cream, then sat around eating and talking. Much fun. Casey and Colin are both really funny. Hopefully it won't take us like another year to hang out with them again, lol.
Much Love, Jennifer
Casey drove us to Bajio (he only missed one turn lane, lol), and we had a bunch of good food. It was no cafe rio, but still very good. Lol, beer beans, "sweet" rice, and tortilla gifts. How "coincidental" that i put my trash in hannah's drink and casey put his in colin's. lol funny guys. after that we went back into the car and listened to this comic on colin's iPod cause we had some time, who was really funny. I'll never look at a hot pocket the same way. "Dead pocket!" haha. I'm sure this makes no sense to anyone.
We went to see Lady in the Water. Um. It got like two stars, but we were still optimistic. Turns out those two stars were pretty generous. It was sooo bizarre, I'm not even sure I want to explain it. Basically, this lady is sent by a race of water people to give advice to the writer/genius m. night shyamalan. there are dogs covered in grass constantly trying to kill her. this hotel superintendant has to decide which hotel guests play which roles in assisting the great eagle to return her to the ocean or whatever. the dogs almost kill everyone, but luckily the grass monkey judges come and beat the grass dogs just in time. there's also a guy who only works out one side of his body. It's so intriguing. So there you go. Weeiirrrrd movie. so weird. We got to laugh a lot anyway.
Once we got back to Heber, we went to Dairy Keen and got ice cream, then sat around eating and talking. Much fun. Casey and Colin are both really funny. Hopefully it won't take us like another year to hang out with them again, lol.
Much Love, Jennifer
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