Snow!

It's finally snowing. Well, the 'real' kind of snow, I guess. Not the little sprinkling kind. Real snow. I'm pretty excited! Except for this will be my first winter driving, and that's a little bit scary, but I'm sure I'll survive. As long as I don't slide off a road somewhere or something, that is. Haha, just kidding Hannah/Morgan!

Nothing really important's been happening. A few days ago Hannah taught me to cue, and that was really cool. It's all part of this English service project thing we have to do, but I would've still wanted to learn how anyway, cause hey, it's just a good thing to do. Anyway, I've kind of been practicing, but it's sort of weird because there's no one besides Hannah and her family to practice with. So I just look like I'm making odd hand signals to anyone who saw me but didn't know what I was doing. Oh well.

I really don't like not liking anyone. Because at least when I like someone I have things to look forward to. But nooooo. There's no one! There WAS someone, but he proved himself to me the other night. And it wasn't in a good way. I don't know, I kind of thought I knew him, and I should've, but what I thought mattered to him and then how he actually acted ended up being two different things. I don't understand why I liked him again anyway. I really don't. Morgan thinks he's one of those people who I'll always be attached to in some way. Maybe we all have one of those. But the odd thing is, after everything bad that happened last year with me/him, this simple, seemingly meaningless small act spoke more to me than anything else had so far. Maybe that's what's different this time. Maybe that will prove that I won't "always" be attached to him. And that would be just fine. I don't know. I really thought he was different.

Thanksgiving....Yum, Yum

Thanksgiving was really good this year. Maybe because we did it twice?? Haha, no, it was just good spending time with my family, immediate and extended. My favorite part was the stuffing! It was soooo yummy. ---ahh i have to go..

I'm Back

FBLA was amazing! We met some really really cool guys and hung out with them quite a bit (as much as we could anyway). Kind of makes me like "Wosatch" guys even less. anyway, we went to some workshop type things and walked around to the malls, morgan's mom's office...that kind of stuff. i'm feeling really lazy though, so that's all for now.
Love, Jennifer

fbla

It's finally the day I've been waiting for! We leave tomorrow morning to go to the FBLA fall conference, and man, am I excited. Sadly I had to miss Turkey Trot, but I think it'll be alright because fbla is way better than dumb guys anyway! haha....

I just realized my blogs are about pretty much nothing and pretty much no one reads them, so I could "pretty much" just write whatever I wanted in here. But what do I want to write? ....uh, nothing. My life's kind of boring right now. That's all right though, because things should start getting a little bit busier in the near future.....thanksgiving, then christmas, then new classes, then after a bit track will be starting and i'll probably have to work a little bit more, too.

but mostly all I care about (besides the holidays, of course) is track, because I feel really really lazy doing only homework and sitting around playing my guitar. I'd like to say I'm getting better at both, but no, only at guitar. School's been weird this year. Way harder than I expected. Maybe that's a good thing? .....I don't know. Anyway, I need to study more, but hate doing that, so I sit around thinking about how I need to study more. Well that doesn't get me anywhere. Maybe I'll just grow up to be a hobo? wait, maybe I won't even grow up. cause I bet it takes practice to reach that level of maturity, and I'm really lazy, remember? My point is, I AM LAZY. So that's why I'm looking forward to track. Nice, huh?

Getting Good

Soooooo...things are getting good. At least I think they are. You know what sucks but is still good-feeling at the same time? Liking someone, that's what. It sucks cause it's not always really great, especially if you think things won't come out perfectly or that the other person might not actually like you back. BUT (and the but is the part where it's good-feeling) there's still that hope that things might just turn out perfect and that that other person might just like you like you like them. And that's what makes it all interesting and worth it, I guess.

I decided though, things should be done right this time if I really do like him. I need to change some and hopefully, (cause hopefully everyone is growing up all the time) he has changed some, too. But either way, I'm excited about this cause I'm actually feeling something, and that's good!

Well, i'm being kicked off, so i'll continue these thoughts later...hopefully.
Love, Jennifer

Holidays

Well, Halloween's over, but I will say it was pretty fun, although nothing major happened and also my mother wouldn't let me go trick-or-treating. But it was good anyway....I was a genie from the 70's and hammah was "little red riding from the hood". it rocked :)

So Halloween's over, and next we have Thanksgiving, and then of course Christmas. Is it purely coincidental that these approaching holidays and my increasing happiness are happening at the same time? I think not. I'm really excited about the holidays, namely Christmas, and that's a good thing because you know what, it makes me happy. so voila (wah-la ahem... lol). if you feel sad, listen to christmas music or something, cause man, it makes me feel good.

well, my homework's (finally) finished, so i'd best go read my BOM. lol, bom, not bomb. goodnight.