Almost an emergency...

Man, it's been a weird week, but kind of good in a way, I guess. Everyone's always gone somewhere, so I'm left sitting around at home reading WEIRD books. Lots of thinking time, haha. I don't know if that's always a good thing for me.

Saturday....I think it was.... me, besto, hannah, lake, enano, and randi went to see The DaVinci Code in PC. I read the book, and it angered me, I guess you could say, but I decided to give the movie a chance and kept an open mind. So....pretty much it turned out to be quite a bit like the book, and also would've angered me, except i was in a good mood and not ready to be angry at anything, so I just sat and watched, pretending like i was just watching a story someone was telling or something. Which, I guess, is exactly what it was, but still. It was kind of entertaining anyway, except just a little bit long.

After the movie, we went to Cold Stone, where we got ice cream, went outside to eat it, then realized it was kind of cold, actually. And also there was this drunk guy stumbling around. Kind of entertaining, but in a creepy, somebody-hold-me! kind of way. Hahaha. So we tried to go back into Cold Stone to eat, but the manager comes and kicks us out, in a sort of nice way, because apparently she thinks we're going to rob her! Why would she think that?! We're not crappy PC hoodlums! (lol good word). So we just left. After somebody freaked out, that is.

Hannah, besto, and I were driving home, and we were almost there, when this deer comes MEANDERING OUT IN FRONT OF US!!! Meandering!! I slam on the brakes, but we're going pretty fast, and we still slide a bit before we really start to stop. We barely missed the deer. i was SCARED, and so were they, I think. emergency avoided, though! Good thing, I'm kind of attached to my car. And hannah and besto. lol.

I'm IN LOVE with the new snow patrol CD!! i also got the goo goo dolls CD, KT Tunstall, and Ben Harper. Yay for good music!

To airsoft or not to airsoft...

What a really hot day! It's so hot, but I love it, cause hey, it's finally summer! Yesterday I fell asleep outside on my trampoline, and now i have this disgusting ring around my neck where my shirt was, and my face is all red as well. Gross!

I'm still trying to decide if I want to play airsoft with everyone or not....s-c-a-r-y! I'm afraid to get hurt, I think hahahaha. I'm such a baby, but seriously. Paintball was nervewracking enough! Going to go play my guitar now... :D

Much love, Jennifer

Back From Wyoming

I'm back from Youth Conference in Wyoming! It was really fun, actually, but hard like everyone said it would be. It kind of makes you a little more grateful for everything they did....

Summer's here.....oh man, that is so weird. I was out in the middle of Wyoming, where there's NOTHING, and I suddenly realized it was June 2....it finally felt like summer, officially. It was so weird! I do love summer, though, and I'm thinking this one will be amazing.

Let's see.....oh. I broke up with Neil a couple weeks ago. It was the hardest thing I've ever done, for many reasons, but I'm still trying to work everything about it out. It's frustrating because people don't understand it, and hard as I might try, I can't explain it to them. Even to the ones who deserve most to know! I'll just say this, and hopefully it'll be just a little more understandable....I love Neil. Still. And I don't want to never see him again, or let go of everything we had, I just want to let things happen. Whatever that may be. We're supposed to talk soon, and I think it'll all just be ok. really. really, really.

Morgan has a blog! Zonino!

Ahh. I feel very good right now, because everything's just...slow. I have time to think now! I need that :D. Well, must go get ready....

Much Love,
Jennifer

"California," trampoline, summer, otter pop, bonfire

So I'm pretty excited about all four of these. "California" is a song i'm obsessed with right now (and you should be too), I just realized we have a new trampoline!, summer is 18 1/2 days away, and i'm eating a really good green otter pop, also Kyle agreed to have another bonfire at the end of the school year!!

Hannah's been gone all for.....ever, it seems like, but hopefully she'll be at school tomorrow. So it's pretty weird how one person in my life can go missing and suddenly everything's all chaotic. Not good. I've kind of felt dumb that i'm so dependent on one person for my entertainment. But then I think, Wait, this is hannah. Of course i am! Anyway, the first time i saw her after her surgery, she spoke, and I thought, "ahhhh. oh no. she sounds like a hitman!" but of course I didn't say that, because what if that's offensive? I don't know, it's never happened to me. Instead I brought her a box of otter pops.

I think I'll actually do my homework before i go to work tonight. English. Blech. It's not too hard, though, so that's good.

BONFIRE BONFIRE BONFIRE OTTER POP!

Love, Jennifer

PS-I've eaten five otter pops while blogging this :D

Spring Break is Over and Dead.

It was good, though it went too fast. What did I do? Pretty much I played around with Neil and Besto and Michael when he wasn't ditching us to help some person campaign (like that's a fun thing to do), and also hanging out with Hannah some. It was pretty laid-back, which was a very good thing! I didn't even have to get up early, or even work very much. Too bad I didn't go anywhere tropical and get an amazing tan, huh?

Today was the first day of school, and it was kind of bland, except for that one incident in French involving our Chateau expose' project. I'm still a little bitter, but even Norgan could tell you that it was a blatant injustice to every person who believes in the first-come-first-serve rule.

Oh! I almost forgot, here's one exciting thing that came of Spring Break:

Pam: "I can't. I'm too sacred." (eyelash batting)
Person: "But you eat pot..."
Pam: "Fork you!"

Much love, Jennifer

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Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

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"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtfulBut you also haven't stopped thinking of yourselfYou're the perfect blend of independent and caringYou're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Your Love Song Is

Yellow by Coldplay "Look at the stars,Look how they shine for you,And everything you do,Yeah they were all yellow" You're so in love, it's like a drug.

What Love Song Are You?

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In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gentle Cannibal. Where You Lived: Korea. How You Died: Typhoid fever.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble.In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

(haha)

Your 2005 Song Is

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What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present.For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion.Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with: Wood Avoid: Water You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your brain is always looking for the connections in life.You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first.You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker.You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are Half Baked Ice Cream

In reality, you're just a quarter baked

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

I love this ice cream!!!

Your Band Name is:

The Ketchup Soaked Sadists

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Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Is Your World View?

I disagree with the adventurous thing.

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rareYou are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty highly.You're completely devoted to your friends and family.Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You don't really value honesty.You do value getting your way, no matter what.And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity highly.So much so that you often put your own needs last.There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility a fair amount.You tend to be an easy going, humble person.But occasionally your ego takes over.You have a slight competitive streak - and the need to be the best. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount.You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Ouch.....I'm honest!

You Are 72% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Your Birthdate: September 26

You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena.Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top.You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate.Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success. Your strength: Your attention to detail Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes Your power color: Turquoise Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I Love...

Today I Love:

Seeing the sun, Otter Pops(!), graham crackers in frosting, good swim workouts, running, knowing it will be a good weekend, having an assembly tomorrow(!), and actually being able to sit around doing nothing.

Preference :)

Soooo Preference yesterday was really fun. We went to Provo for our "day date" and played lasertag for like an hour. It was cool, except it got REALLY hot, running around and everything, and also the first group we played with were kind of a bunch of psychos. And also it was weird how I ran into a wall. Hahahaha, that was just embarrassing. The second game we played was really fun, though, because it was just me and Morgan against Michael and Neil, and we won! All thanks to Morgan too! Cause apparently i only got like 7 shots, lol. we still won, and that makes me happy. :)

After that we went to the mall and got gelato (mmm mango(not the pine tree kind)), and then sort of just walked around in the mall. And then we got drinks from orange julius, which was also very delicious. After that (that was like 4 hours), we had to go home to get ready, and as I'm driving out of the mall parking lot, we pass this car with a lady and her son, and the little kid flips me off! Why why why?? Kids are mean, lol! I thought about it forever, and couldn't figure it out, why he flipped me off, but then it came to me today. It's cause kids hate me! I think it's something in their genetic makeup or something, that they have this deep hatred towards me, which only fades as they grow up. Or else intensifies. (Just kidding) Whatever.

We took Neil and Michael home, then went to Morgan's house to get ready and make dinner. By the way, that's hard, doing those two things at once. We were also kind of late picking them up, because we were both trying to curl our hair and do makeup and get dressed and everything, plus set up the dining room and finish preparing all of the food. Wow. Hard. We did it though, and finally made it to their houses, where we had to go through that horrible ritual type thing of pinning on the bouttoneire, not stabbing them (in the heart!) as we did it. Just kidding. I didn't even try. Neil's dad did it for me, which I was really grateful for, cause I wouldn't have been able to do it, I'm pretty sure.

We went back to Morgan's and had dinner (Michael was our "waiter"), and it was all really good! Too bad I'm the only one who liked tomatoes, lol. I was pretty proud, though, when Neil was like "I hope I can actually eat this dessert," talking about how he was allergic to coconut, and I got to inform him of how we thought of that (!), and he could definately eat it. Zonino! It was realllly good, too! I think we have Hannah to thank for that.

Next we went to the middle school for pictures, which (oddly), had this bright green background. I'm pretty sure, though, that it was a green screen, and they'll put something behind us. Neil was so cute, all dressed up and everything (ahhh, soooo cute), (and I didn't look too bad myself haha), so I can't wait to get the pictures back!

The dance was in the gym next to us, so we went in, and at first it kind of sucked because there weren't a ton of people there, and also the lights were pretty much on the whole time. But we stuck around, and more people came; it ended up being really really fun. I thought. Wow, there were a lot of little moments there that I won't be forgetting anytime soon. And I mean that in the best possible way.

Sooooo it was good. I was kind of sad though, because I kept wishing, 1)that hannah wasn't in boston, and 2)that she was old enough to go with us. But still. I think she had a lot of fun in Boston, going to crazy-lady museums, and avoiding eye contact with the crazy people on the subway. I think I'll call it "city of the crazies". Hahaha, I wish I could've been there with her!

Love, Jennifer

Spiderman Kiss

Let's just back up and clarify. A spiderman kiss is not a kiss with spiderman. It's an upside-down kiss. haha

Love, Jennifer

20 Questions

Well. Roberto won't post, so instead we're playing 20 questions. No, we're not, actually. But we're playing the "questions game", so that's turning out pretty well. It's possibly my favorite thing to do while talking to people on msn. so yeah....that's pretty much all I'll say about that.

Hannah's going to Boston in like 2 days and i'm getting depressed! Blechh. Saddened pirate I be! haha. It will suck though, because Boston's pretty far away, and I'm pretty sure I'd rather be there with hannah than in smelly old utah. It'll be ok though because she's obviously going to bring me some amazing souvenir. then i can pretend I actually went to boston, and everyone will obviously believe me.

Love, Jennifer

My one wish for right now: a spiderman kiss

I Love...

I stole this idea from Hannah. Thanks, Breaka.

I Love:

Otter pops, swimming (haha), being with Neil, getting in bed when you're really tired, my car, the duck/curious george in my car, thunderstorms, summer, the sun, corny jokes that no one else laughs at, cheesy pickup lines, first.....everythings (haha), having nothing to do, "driving adventures", talking to my grandma, grandmas in general, blueberry scones, hoarding jelly beans, inside jokes, "pam" movies, "the fammy", swingsets, childhood, really really hot showers, good hair days, being believed in, knowing someone cares, good workouts, best friends (!), communicating without words, holding hands, hugs, hearing someone's heart beat, smiling for no reason, laughing for no reason, laughing til it's a workout, getting good grades without studying, spring shopping, french, singing, music, my guitar (!), Dan, being obnoxious (only at the right times...), looking back and realizing what a dork you were, realizing what a dork you are, popping your back..., ahh back massages (which i would really like right now), really dark nights with really bright stars, the fourth of july, soft grass, staying up really late, waking up when you still get another two hours of sleep, movies, watching movies with Neil!, random facts about random monuments from my dad, random "gifts" from my dad, finally moving on, trusting someone completely, sharing a secret, spreading someone else's secret (hahaha jk!), good books, actually making something delicious, photographs, four-wheeling at night, stealing someone's four wheeler and driving it through a cow field, going to Church, being completely happy, sneezing (!), "I like..." poems, friends, memories, being kissed, Dairy Keen, forgiveness, finding something better, and moments that could last forever.

Love, Jennifer

Weird Mood

I just got home from work, which I'm glad to say did not suck, although it was pretty boring, so in a way it sucked. I've also been in a weird mood (surprise!).

So Hannah's going to Boston on Thursday, which sucks I just realized, because not only will she be gone, but she won't be able to come to Kami's surprise party! Ohhhh sad. Blech. As long as I get something magical out of this trip....

If I could have one wish right now it would be: an otter pop t-shirt

Love, Jennifer

P.S.......

Just a side note, when I say "time for bed", then you look at the time on the bottom and it says "8:35 PM", well, that's not right. It's actually like 10:00. So don't think I go to bed at eight-thirty. Cause I don't.

Love, Jennifer

Not a complaint

Man, I've been doing homework all day, and I'm tiiiiiiired. Extra i's for emphasis. Plus my stomache hurts (probably apendicitis or cancer). Haha, but this is NOT going to be a complaining blog, cause those are annoying since I do it all the time, so, this will have to be about something much happier.

............Preference! I'm getting kind of excited now that Morgan and I have finally gotten around to planning everything. It's going to be awesome! Small group, true, and also I have to drive us around (ahh!), but we're tight (haha....these goggles are tight!) so it'll work out. Oh man, I don't actually say tight, do I? Nooo.

I feel bad for Breaka right now. Lake seems to me like he's being a jerk, and I wouldn't want to have to crush his skull, now would I? It's just that he did the unthinkable, which "never happened" and I can't talk about, but he still did it, and that sucks. Wow, that sounds worse than it is. Don't worry, it's not anything BAD, although it's really not a nice thing to do. Too bad it happens so much, huh? Not necessarily to us, but to girls in general. Guys can be idiots. And mean. But anyway, it's this kind of thing that makes it important for the fammy to stick together. :)

Swimming's hard. Watch me swim and that will become really evident. Or else it will be really evident that I'm a crappy swimmer. Either way, it's hard, but I somehow like it at the same time. More like, I like it after it's over! hahaha...no, jk, I like it during also. I'm just not in great shape, and eat too much candy, so we'll have to fix both of those and then maybe it will be easier.

Well, time for bed!

Love, Jennifer

Why doesn't anyone blog anymore?

Well, Hannah and Roberto, I hope you know you've let me down. At least I still blog!! Jerks.

All I'm doing today is homework, and it sucks. Gross. I have to make a poster about anthrax, study for a 1010 test, get five vocab words out of the book I'm reading, and do a French worksheet. no, TWO french worksheets. And one's about a mile long. I am so bored today.

Love, Jennifer

I MISS NEIL!!!

Neil only left like four hours ago, but I really miss him already! Because now I know he's four hours away from me, and only getting farther. I hate that. Ugh. I really like him, obviously. REALLY. It's weird how you suddenly think differently when you begin to really like someone. Not that I just began feeling this way, but that I feel this way now as opposed to, like, two months ago. The dumbest thing, though, is I'm afraid that it will end! That's honestly my biggest fear right now...

When we said goodbye, and then I drove off and he drove off, well...it sucked. it's dumb because he'll only be gone for a few days but still......really, really sucks.

Love, Jennifer

Somewhere Over the Rainbow Tab

I just got this tab, and man, I'm really obsessed with it! Then again, it's always like that with a new song! Anyway, from now on, when I find a tab I like (or am obsessed with :) ), I'll post it.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Israel Kamakawiwo Ole'

(Well....i just tried to paste it, didn't work at all. So here's the address.)

http://www.e-tabs.org/tab/israel_kamakawiwo_ole/somewhere_over_the_rainbow_(2)

I love Cantaloupe :D

Ahh it's been a really good weekend. Possibly the best ever, lol. I won't go into detail because, well, that's not cool, anyone could read this, but we'll just say I was very very happy with Friday night. I called in sick to work, and hung out with Neil, Hannah, Jake, Nathaniel and Randi, since Neil will be on choir tour half of next week and next weekend. I'm sad just thinking about it! Ugh, at least I have good memories to get me through, lol.

Soooo I'm excited. On tuesday I'll probably be going preference dress shopping with my mom! I'm excited! haha, Neil hasn't actually answered yet, but i'm pretty sure he'll say yes, so i'll take the chance and get the dress anyway. and if he says no, I'll have a very pretty dress to wear around the house! haha jk. I'm sure it'll be ok either way. bleahh I wish Hannah could go though. Me, Hannah and Morgan planning a date.....ohhh man, that would be awesome.

so that's about all for today. yay..........i get to see neil tomorrow :)

Love, Jennifer

Good Times

Things have been good lately. It's really cool that Hannah, Jake, Neil, me, Randi, Nathaniel, Michael, and Morgan are all friends so we can all hang out and still be with each other at the same time. It's weird how fast your life can change. Pretty much one day I was the hottest bachelorette alive, and look at me now! If only you could see me say that, I'd throw my hands in the air and click my heels. Just kidding. I'm kind of a dork tonight. Haha, wait, not tonight! Every night! And that's why I'm amazing. haha...just kidding, again. So now my big thing is figuring out a good way to ask neil to preference. Neil's a freaking babe.